brokenchords

2008-11-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

had soyabean milk at geylang with clan yest.. have been meeting them everyday haha.. finally today considered rest day since im only gg out at night.. zzz..

then we had k session.. wooh screamed and everythg.. no voice.. really dun wanna K for quite a while now.. hahah..

and next outing will be ah wong dye hair..

and another will be madagascar!

then movie marathon leh?

haha dunno leh..

zzz

2008-11-13T22:03:00.000-08:00

*cough cough* helllooooo...ooo..oooo...anyone here...ere....ere...eeee....

woah! its been soooo long since i last updated! haha.. and look, A's over already! okay, more or less over.. except for tt weird subject, which whether or not i study, nothg will come out of it.. haha..but it is the subject im most confident of... confident of not getting C or above.. hhahaha! but i wil sincerely be happy with a D or an E.. get a U, im totally fine with it.. haha.. no backbone.. haha..

ok shall look back for a while now.. it was about a month ago when we had tt three weeks break.. which mak, wong and i slacked through.. felt guilty.. but slacked even more despite tt.. then we had alll sorts of plans on what kinda outing we're gonna have after a's and everythg.. and just last week, just last week! we had our first big paper, GP and physical geog.. the sunday before was really tiring! had to chiong physical geog, last mintue work, right before A's again! i nv learn, do i.. hhaha..

last week seemed so long, just soo long.. then came this week.. which flashed past so quickly and here i am blogging abt what an experience A's is/was.. haha..talk abt surreal..

but of cos im still so glad A's are overrrrrrr.. hhaha.. gruelling experience, its the 2nd most gruesome experience in my Jc life, the first? take results? hhaha.. maybe not so.. make a guess what im referring to.. haha..

kkies gonna meet clan soon.. shall go HMV before tt first.. i wanna find davidS albums.. hahah.. archuleta and cook! i also want my 杰仔's 2nd concert.. not the recent one, which of cos, i already have.. hahha..

anw i should be last demanding of my poor little voicebox.. i mean just becos i cant pull of one song properly does not mean i deserve a death penalty..
"but but.. its one of my fav songs"
arghhh.. get a life seriously.. worse to worse, you can ask him how to pull it off yourself..
"ya hor, yeah yeah!!"

my gawd, im toking to myself.. haiix lonely people like me.. talk abt lonely people.. i must nv nv let my parents be lonely when they're old.. nv......

okay, gonna meet the clan soon~

cya!

2008-10-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

流浪诗人

oh 海边篱笆 yi ya yi ya 风一直刮
我像枝桠帮你掠过了风沙
墙上的时差 di da di da
还在牵挂
我们都偏爱她的长发
gary

nei zei hui chia
qi chia qi chia
deng lai gun jia
jim qi-ung yi ya lou hor bi chu wo kia gua
jia ji dui pua zua
xi sha xi sha
xia xiang a mia
day gong mi a dai ji hor gun tia

together:
gei xiu li ji gai ji gai
xi bei an zua gai li xi sai
我真的不该不该
简单一句爱说不出来

Huh! ai ging gor sa gio
aiyoh aiyoh
汗一直流
行李不多但思念一定带走

ai kia gang diao lor
da lo da lo
bei kia kei toh
sui horng piao long gei jie zou

together:
dan huat gei qiu wu qiu gi
dan xia di gun wu dei ji
dan hor muai tei wu tei bi
dan xiao xik lang lorng lie xiung yee
chun ti hui wu hui li
dan dian chi chan wu chan yin

dan 结局流浪诗人的回忆

gei xiu li ji gai ji gai
xi bei an zua gai li xi sai
我真的不该不该
简单一句爱说不出来

(rap overlap)

远方回音
我们迎风边走边弹琴

dan a lin sing
yin we yee kai see yim jing

她的眼睛
像是一幅翠绿的风景

dam a gan jing
lu qing bang lu qim

the end!

yes finally, i cant type chinese words for nuts seriously! okay just asked my papa word-for-word for the translation of the chinese lyrics into hokkien! suddenly im so glad im a hokkien! haha!

okay jasmine ang what are u doing!!!!!! supposed to be studying right!!

arghhh, i feel so guilty now.. doing this kinda thg when it's 2am!! and a's is next week!!!!!

haha.. okay i promise to wake up early and mug hard tmr.. i promise!!

haha, now im gonna learn this hokkien song, and off to dreamland~

nightx!

wandering poet~

2008-10-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

whenever i see somebody's blog, i get very very very jealous.. sigh.. good old days..=((

haha.. i have been slacking for the past few days including today.. this week i decided to give myself 4 days off.. for what reason? err... i'll tell u when i've thot of it okay.. haha..

aiya im really very siann already.. i sudd rather a's come earlier!! sick of all these cant-get-myself-to-study,feel guilty and stressed, and the more-i-dun-wanna-study kinda cyclical illness! arghhh!

so.... another 22days i'll be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thgs to do after a's:

watch "The Secret" again! for the 8th time!

watch all three jay's concert (again)!

borrow dong fang concert from couz to watch! (have been listening to them these few days, apart from the more frequent jay playlist! haa)

learn the hokkien song! (yi-ya-yi-ya, si-sa-si-sa.. eh not old mcdonald had a farm tt song la!sialah!)

watch damn alot of movies! (go book the room at cineleisure and have movie marathonS overnight with clan! with each night having different themes of movies! i wanna watch spirited away tt series, white chicks(!), and errrr...love shows [i hope not.. =( haha] COMEDIES!! NO horror movies!BANNED! R21!! JUST KIDDING!) haha

meanwhile, i wanna try many different kinda alcohol. pls note tt drinking alcohol does not mean tt im a bad gal/kid, i mean alcohol tasting and appreciating, not to get drunk, seriously!

music composing!! hone my vocals more, i need tt! (esp the half beat change note thg ahjie did in the fourth song! i want!!)

read damn alot of books again and those tt have been accumulating! like "tuesday with morris" tt has been collecting dust. read digital fortress again, cos haemal kept insisting tt im supposed to know what exactly is "algorithm" after reading it. and sadly i've read it twice but only roughly know what it is. well well... and yes, i rmb all these little things, so dun offend me sia.. haha kidding! and "5ppl u meet in heaven" again, maybe i'll have a different insight altogether. i need a bit more feel in me.. my blood's turning cold!!

-watch HOT SHOT! which i stopped at ep 9!!!!!

-watch damn alot of stuff on youtube! go watch more westerners live, im sure there's more to learn!

-"compensate" those ppl whom i cant celebrate their birthday with, cos of a's. like my sis, juz, nana etc.

-GO KBOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (must find ppl to go with me first.........)

-spend more time with my family! xD

2008-10-19T09:26:00.000-07:00

suddenly very upset tt i dunno hokkien..

omg what's wrong with jasmine?????

haha.. i'm damn in love with the song "wandering poet", which more than half of its lyrics is in tai2 yu3 (somethg like hokkien).. yes yes, what happened to me right, esp since im the one tt nv liked hokkien GUA(songs).. haha.. but im gg to learn tt song once the han yu pin yin lyrics is out!

but sadly, no one wants to learn with me.. no one's tt interested.. maybe except for one.. haha.. no no, dun even thk of it.. haha.. but yeah tt song always makes me damn happy! haha.. okok stop!

and i've only got ahjie's album (yes, my good fren, how?) for like 4 days, and my itunes already shows tt i've played the song "give me the time of a song" for 300plus times!!!!!!! THREE HUNDRED OVER!!!!! tt's like an avg of 80times a day!! wooh! and the duration of tt song is 4'14! so can u imagine the time im plugged in?!! haha.. and tt's not inclusive of the 40 over times i've played for each of the other 9 songs!

im damn proud of myself, tho i dunno what's there to be proud abt.. reached the extent of obsession.. but... so? haha..

and i wanna clarify, the number 4 song "hua1 hai3" is NOT out of tune, he merely changed the note half a beat earlier than ppl would usually do, and tt's on purpose! kudos to him for tt, cos it's not easy can! yeah yeah yeah! ok i shld shuddup~ lala~

bye!

2008-10-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

to mak: eh im nv mean lo!!! grr... nice ANGel here ok! wahahaha!

ahwong: yes, im lazy to blog, esp abt ur bday. but must give ahlay face sia.. haha

jotng: yesyes, i miss u.. so i've been like toking to u almost everyday for the past few days! -.-

14oct08!

the day ah lay turned 18!!! (like finally)

we had picnic!

and thanks alot alot to makmak who had to go look for present, combed the whole town to look for... i also dunno what leh actually, but is for the presents and the reflective picnic mat! haha.. thanks pang!

and poor joanne lost her way, in the dark dark botanic gardens! i have to salute to her for her courage seriously. i would have sat down and cried, in the middle of botanic gardens. ok rubbish! haha.

poor ying and ber, had sch in the morn till afternoon...

poor jasmine, got stuck with ah wong and had to TAKE her to get her contacts. haiix. HAHA

okay pictures!

yummy yum yum! we want food!

happy bday to you(S)~

A toast to.......er dunno.. haa, YAMMMMMSENG!

let's play the "soul-searching" game. Guess which are our souls, which are our bodies! wooh!

and finally, the clan~!!

15 Oct 08!

hoaxed ah wong to come thomson plaza to look for me! haiix, had to make it seem as tho i really wanted to meet her so much, zzz.. i rather have my jay la! haha.

and i bought the nice nice four leaves cake for her! yummy, positive externality cos i got to enjoy the cake too! xD *cold*

and my acting skills IS damn good right wong, i know it! haha. then after tt abt 7plus off she went to find ber and ahlay. and of cos, her 1.7m surprise!

and i finally could go and welcome my ah jay!!!!!! MINE! haha..

WONDERFUL! THE ALBUM ROCKS!! THE SONGS ARE DAMN DAMN GOOD! better than the previous ones!! esp the second song, 'give me the time of a song"!!!! is's like AIYOHAIYOHAIYOH! haha self-highing now!!!!! while listeningto his songs! "Mr. Magic" is good too! wooh!!

lala!

2008-10-13T01:45:00.001-07:00

okay have been wanting to update for quite a while, but ya as u can see, i've been putting this off.. aiya ppl busy ma.. ahem..

anw, sch ended last friday.. and i was quite upset after tt.. but im like quite over it now, haha.. eh being sad for a few dyas considered quite not bad for a cold-blooded person like me ok.. but anw, i will miss my frens alot. i will miss reading room and all the doing-nothg-slacking-arnd activities during break time with my frens! hmmm ya.. haha..

okay fine, so awkward! i just put pics la can anot? dunno what to say.. sialah..-.-

3607! in home room 122! love them sooo much! xD

yes, it's us again. and i so wish tt harmit's gf sees this! haha!

im not supposed to put this pic on my blog right? err.. too late. haha

tofu and miss huang!! (im taller than ms huang! yay! ok fine shall stop dreaming! -.- ) im so gonna miss ms huang and her giggling esp since she's easily-amused! hehe.

and..... MR HERDDDD!! im so gonna miss his jokes!! and his constant bullying in class.. and him praising me.. "Yasmine is a beautiful flower.......not" haha.. wdv.. -.-

yes, there's also the polaroid with mrs ho,but zoe tan sucks, inefficient! haha. im gonna miss mrs ho's soothing voice and her nv-repeating outfits! and she's a really great teacher,always willing to help us! she rawks! xD

and we're gg to take with mrs soon too. i saw mrs soon just now and told her tt we'll go find her to take a pic with us soon. and she told me to sign up for a slot in her pigeon hole. -.- so cute right! haha! im gonna miss taking bus and walking to sch with her! =(

haha, okay i had a really fun jc life now that i thk back.. the great times tgt will definitely remain as great memories and i really hope tt i will stay in contact with those rawking and funny and entertaining peeps! all the way guys and best for THE A'S man! wooh!

i cant wait for ahjay's album man......

and i miss boulder! xD

2008-09-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

reply tags:
to ying: aiyo dun sad la, im replying u now ain't i? haha!
to couz: yeah i can take the tall yan! i.e jerry yan! and can u pls be more blatant abt this? this is WWW u know! my gawdd!
to mak: eh why she cnt like yan sia?!! he so cool!
to wong: eh pls lo, im updating now, definitely earlier than u cos u are having tuition! haa! xP

haha okay from now on im gg to reply tags like tt, as seen above.. okay i feel like im writing a DRQ.."as seen from Fig 2/as seen from the diag above".. haa.. okay wdv jasmine.. -.-

anw just had a great time watching mama mia! with kclan except for joannetng, who had to work and insisted tt she wasnt very interested in ang moh shows cos her ang moh sucks.. hmm, her music sucks too! haa! okay anw, it's a really good movie, mixed emotions and everythg.. and i so so love the music! i feel like buying the soundtrack like NOW! and i thk, i am! haha..

after tt we really had nothg to do, like seriously.. cos we watched at amk hub.. the coolest place...in amk.. hahah.. but still quite ok, cos i dun really thk tt town is very cool either, esp since i've spent countless nights there.. -.- so yeah, coolest place--home with aircon, and frens! xD

anw i just realised tt 稻香 means fragrant rice, i thk.. i always thot it's fertiliser.. and have been wondering, what's so fragrant abt fertilisers.. -.- okay i admit, my chinese standard plunged.. but it's gonna bounce back to my previous B3 standard, if not to greater heights. okay, what's so great abt a B3 u may ask.. then seriously,just dun ask -.- im mad. haa!

also, go see the MV here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btTWfCHKSqs

yeah! nice like always! xD and the gary in the Mv is not the gary i thot he was.. so ya haha..

okay, shall end off with this song, "winner takes it all".. one of the song from Mama Mia.. tt part of the show was really sad, but my mind was clouded with hatred and anger.. tsk tsk, so i still have emotions okay.. haha..

I don't wanna talk

About things we've gone through

Though it's hurting me

Now it's history

I've played all my cards

And that's what you've done too

Nothing more to say

No more ace to play

The winner takes it all

The loser standing small

Beside the victory

That's her destinyI was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking I'd be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all

The loser has to fall

It's simple and it's plain

Why should I complain?

But tell me does she kiss

Like I used to kiss you?

Does it feel the same

When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside

You must know I miss you

But what can I say?

Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide

The likes of me abide

Spectators of the show

Always staying low

The game is on again

A lover or a friend

A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk

'Cause it makes me feel sad

And I understand

You've come to shake my hand

I apologize

If it makes you feel bad

Seeing me so tense

No self-confidence

But you see

The winner takes it all

The game is on agein

A lover or a friend

A big thing or a small

The winner takes it all

okay, and i feel the anger burning in me once again..

'some ppl' oweS me too much, and i will nv give tt person a chance to repay me. anw, there's no way u can repay me. really, nv offend girls.

byebye! xD

2008-09-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

woo! what an overwhelming week! haha.. and i just realised i haven blogged for a mth.. now the readers are so not gonna tag cos they are thking that this blog is not gonna survive. but im telling u, it will survive.. at least i MUST blog abt my oveseas trips with clan or tofu (if ever haha).. so till then, i will update.. how frequently? er..... wah the weather very nice sia... haha!

okay this week has been like "HUH? Prelims' here already?" and then to "oh last paper left on monday and i'm in the holiday mood already.. how?" hhahaha.. and prelims is really like, what the..? totally went thru the papers without much thinking, not that i dun have to think.. but i just dunno how to answer the questions.. while others are using their hand power and brain power, im dreaming tt im cyclops and depending on my eye power.. (--.--) *shing!

oh and last week i celebrated my bday with kclan! haa.. i'm getting old and i dislike having celebrations now.. as in the elaborated kind y'know.. but getting tgt is always fun, regardless birthdays or not.. and im so so very glad tt i have got to know them and we became a clique..tt's probably my only consoling pt for gg to erm the sec sch.. haha.. hmm, shrugs..

pictures, it's ur part now! (i shall attempt to put more diff pics since the rest have already put up quite alot)

okay, it's weird taking pic alone, and to start off with, i dun really like taking photos like tt.. but this is the better one cos there's me the bday gal, the cake(NICE) and the fRowers!

aww so shy, ying and i almost kissed! haha!

the first clique pic for the day! haha!

aww ber so cute!

second clique pic for the day, look carefully-all 7 of us!

third clique pic for the day.. actually we took many in this SAME POSE! haha..

pls pang shan, u can nv win my AE86 tofu car la! haha!

so pang shan is not the only weird one..haha!

haha yeah, so really enjoyed my day! thanks clique! i can always count on u guys to keep me happy!

and thanks to ah lay and ah wong for the photos, the ironic thg is that i just got a $500 worth camera, W170, for my bday.. it's a shared present by my family and frens.haa, but i forgot to bring it on tt day.. haha.. =X

oh.. one last point, my bday is already over.. it's been 9 days since 3Sept.. so case closed, i dun nid anymore celebrations.. not directing this to anyone in particular, but yeah if it's a gathering or a meal tgt, say it.. dun use my bday, which already is past tense, as a reason/excuse.. haha.. if there's sincerity, a nice bday msg would have been nice.. if it's just for the sake of it, save it.. =D

okie, off to bed~ xD

2008-08-09T05:23:00.000-07:00

oh wow! had pretty much fun for the past few days!

haha.. okay, my maid left abt a week ago due to some personal problems , and the new maid wont be coming till 3 weeks latr.. hmm and so?haha, and so i have to do lotsa housework. "ohmygawdd!! jasmine doing housework? dun lie la!" haha, eh what la.. sialah brudda! altho i dun even know how to use a ricecooker, without spoiling it tt is, but im learning ok! i am!

yeah so for the past few days have been washing clothes, doing the dishes, pressing the clothes and so on.. you know, housework.. it just nv ends.. (wow! imagine tt coming from jasmine ang! my gawd! and what's worse is that there isnt a need to imagine now, cos i am doing housework! woohoo! the world is dynamic isn't it!) haha.. ok why am i suaning myself.. .-.-

okay fine, in what way is this considered "fun" right? paiseh la, just wanted to blog abt it.. haha the fun part comes next!

yeah we celebrated grace PAN (mei chen)'s bday at vivo! had lotsa fun!! we played finger guessing game, phantom number (is this the name? haha i dunno) and lotsa crap games to kip us entertained..was really fun cos its the first time we had a celebration with full strength! cos the one tt's usually absent is none other than the bday gal HERSELF.. this explains why we can have full strength doesn't it.. haha!

and we also went to school for nat day celebration. the band who performed was really good! be it looks, brains or voices, you name it and they have it all. haha! and tofu was damn excited over them. haha. maybe i was just as excited too, but as i couldn't rmb anyone's looks so it sorta dampen my excitement! haha..

then we had the connect singapore event. so well well, if you cant beat 'em join 'em, all we could do is make the best out of it.we managed to keep the spirits soaring high and we kept singing, or a better word screaming, national day songSS! Pan and i finally satisfied our burning desire to sing, but hey i still want to go sing K one hor! haha!

yeah after tt, poor me who was so so so reluctant to return to my empty home had no choice but to do so as tofu refused to go out for lunch. My gosh, home alone. i cant rmb when was the last time i had to be home along, since i've had maid since er zero yr old. ya, so im learning alot now ok! haha. independent ok! dun play play! haha!

okay la, shall out pics now! xD

Tofu gang in sch, during nat day celebration! we look so happy right! next time when we look back it will be "aww.. good ol' happy sch days!"

tofu gang at vivo!

still us at vivo! xD

This is 36! haha xD

2008-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

one word--SHUANG!

haha, i learnt this from gary cao ge! damn shuang!

today's council investiture! and i've finally stepped down as a councilor! In hindsight, i guess i did experience and learn alot from this gruelling journey, and it has finally come to an end. best thg of all, i survived! haha, from march07 till 3aug07 till today, 6aug08. wooh!!!!!

so great.. now it's no longer this:

pardon the lack of light, i din bother to edit it.. too tired la!

nor this:

cos now it's this!

yes man, i'm back to my frequency, if u get what i mean! xDD

and these are the little souvenir i've gotten! LOOK!

and best of all, look what's in the next pic!

NICE RIGHT! guess who gave it to me--GRACE TAN WAN SHAN!!

who's that? oh right, who's that huh.. haha.. THEY are GRACE pan, TAN wei yi zoe, huang WANxin and pang huiSHAN! haha.. no TNG leh, tt stupid unsupportive gal! HMPHH!

haha, but anyway all tt's (NOT) well ends well. haha, just kidding.

haha wdv, okay gonna go see doctor now. thks to zoe tan wei yi.

haha, bye!

2008-08-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

okay now for today.. i saw PAPA! haha so long din see him already, my good old FREN. haha.. im not referring to my father if u do not already know.. haha.. yeah..

haiix okay la, actually haven been feeling very good these few days , tt's probably why my mood isnt exactly very good, but im controlling it well, like really well.. just tt if it so happens tt there are ppl bothering me, they are so in trouble. i mean it.

just thinking abt the two grps of ppl. just how are they now? are they still doing well? still close and everythg? or have they drifted apart, just like me from them? have they changed? have certain ppl changed his/her lifestyles to accomodate some other ppl? are they still how i remember them to be?

or have it all changed?

i rmb 2 yrs ago.

it all went back to two yrs ago.

how i used to run away from reality and the mundane sch life, with their company. how much fun i had with them. so much that i lost myself, and it nearly turned into a permanent consequence. and i foolishly lost focus on my studies and everythg else.

im glad im still what i am now. tho i still miss the good old times and everythg. but i know that certain thgs, leave it as such and it will always remain as good memories for you.

i know some thgs have changed, and there is a significance change in myself, maybe the change is not apparent, not obvious. only i know it for myself.

2008-08-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

okay okay, i know im super super lag, cos jasmine ang almost totally forgot tt having a blog is to update and not merely use it as a link to her clique's blog.. paiseh paiseh.. haha..

okay so now im updating abt BERNICE cheng's 18th bday!! haha.. what an update right.. hey, i said sorry didnt i?! haha.. -.-

okay so we went out on sat night till midnight on 26July to countdown till ber's bday(27july)! while painfully waiting for the clock to strike 12, (painful cos i needed my slpppp haa) we sat down at United Square's Starbucks and chat and chat, and chat. haa..

but i enjoyed it, its been long since we really met up and talked like this. xD

plus i like united sq cos its my childhood place, like totally. cos the nursery and kindergarten i went to were located at tt area, and they still are i think. One day i shall go back to do some visiting, not tt i rmb anyone tho. and last time, my mum would always bring my bro and me to United Square, Novena Sq etc to do i-also-dunno-what stuff. good old times. haha.. reminiscing.. -.-

ya okay now for the pictures finally.

The bday gal bernice cheng!

The kclan, but short of ah lay(the photographer) and joanne tng(left for home). Yeah so its the five of us with BEAKS! ><"

yeah! great day! love the clique man!! xD

2008-07-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

No... im not giving up on my blog... yet, that is.. haha!

aiya, lazy la...so tiring.. and im also not sure what i can say..

yay, this week ber's bday coming.. shall not celebrate with her.. wahahah!

okay, yeah right.. -.-

sch's boring, but sometimes i like being busy..

sometimes, i even like sch..

but most of the time, not so.

okay, what am i toking on and on abt... i dunno.. i only know tt if this is a/an GP/econs/geog essay, then im so dead...

i've got it really bad right.. what have i got bad? i said, it, didnt i?

ahhh what am i toking abt..

pls understand tt it has been a long day at sch..

zzzz...

at least, i updated..

and this post is enuff to show my condition

which is

real bad..

ahh shuddup jasmine!

haa, bye!

;D

mariah carey "bye bye"

2008-07-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

mariah carey's "bye bye" is really a song with meaning. it's really, deep.

here goes:

"This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady

Put your hand way up high We will never say bye
No, no, no Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers Friends and cousins

This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times I didn't get it
But you kept me in lineI didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it You never let it show Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say If you were with me today Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say Bye

You never got a chance to see How good I've done and you never got to See me back at number one
I wish that you were here To celebrate together
I wish that we could Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to Tuck me in at night With the teddy bear you gave me That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the factYou're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this..."

i guess, the song does not only apply to those who have lost their close ones, but also to those who do still have their loved ones with them. To cherish them while we still have the chance. Yupp, this may sound cliche, but there must be a reason why it is indeed cliche right.

Such lyrics are far more deep than those that superficially describe how much i love you, and/or how much you love her/him. You know how the story goes.

mariah carey still has it in her, i'm glad. She really is a good singer. =)

kclan!

2008-07-03T06:19:00.001-07:00

met up with the clan again, actually i thk we're maintaining this quite well.. we meet abt 2-3 times at least per month even after graduating from sec sch.. not bad not bad haha.. i know it will last! xD haa!

Anw, we met up at AMK hub today, best place ever right! i think so, too! haha. we were discussing abt a TAIwan trip!!!!!!! tt hmm, will take place next yr feb/march, it WILL take place. Hopefully, full strength! xD

Look, a picture!

We are serious, and we mean it--the trip will take place! We are NOT saying this just for the fun of it. and we're all gonna get jobs tt dun require long beforehand notice before quitting, cos we WILL go for this trip even if it costs us our temporary jobs! (if i even get a job tt is) =D

haha, anw i just found my old blog(s)!!!! the xforbiddenlovex one! i forgot the password long time ago, but suddenly tadah! it appeared tt i've been logged into my old acct! haha, i wanted to change my template to tt old template, but somethingS just kip gg wrong. So.. haa, it's okay. this is a nice layout anw! The old template was some spidyweb thing, cos i was really interested in Spiderman 1/2 at tt time! and the template is really quite pessimistic, dun suit me now. YES, it doesn't suit me anymore. xD

ohman im so tired. and i have to see a doctor tmr, urgently! My intestines are bleeding.. so ya.. and im saying it as though it's not my body. -.- but ahh wells, pain? So be it. I'm like so used to such pain. No, im not a sadist. But it just gets tiring when one illness comes after another. The pain suffered and accumulated over the yrs has already made me immune to such pain, but not immune to various illnesses. i wonder why! So just ohm... and i really rather spend money on shopping rather than on medical bills. -.- (and u shld know i dun really like shopping xD)

Oh look, it's ten PM! i have to slp! or my mum will scold me! haha. yeah right!

goodnight!

CT's over

2008-06-29T02:15:00.000-07:00

aiyoaiyo, Ct's over! okay i shld have updated two days ago.. but it seemed as tho i've been in coma since then. or maybe a nicer word would be hibernation.

Ct's over.. and i dun really feel at ease at all. cos firstly, i thk i screwed my papers. and secondly, hello prelims' in 8 weeks guys! 8 weeks! after prelims, we'll graduate in 5 weeks, followed by start of A's 5 weeks after graduation! haa.. clearer view now?

and the sad thg is i need to get myself started!!

and somethg even more sad is i cant!

haha arghh...

okay i thk ppl will hate to read the above post! haa!!!

aww la aww la, thk abt it we're gonna leave sch in 3mths! YAY! it's ALLLLL gonna be OVERRRR in 4mths! as in, ALL!

wooh!!

btw on friday, mak and i waited for zoe's lit paper to end, then we met up with couz (jo tng) and went to vivocity's rooftop to have a picnic.. i dun have pics tho cos i refused to take since my face was black, after-effect of panadols! and slping too much! but the ambience was really gd and everythg, nice breeze, "nice" seeing couples cuddling and all.. haha... =X yeah and thanks zoe for always organising such thgs to hold us tgt! keep up the good work! haa..xD

yeah a very very short writeup on tt! haa..

bye! zzzzz...

Seoul Garden with the clan!!

2008-06-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

haha ok thot i shld write more thgs beside "..........".. haa! shit, mind block!

er.. today had outing with kuays at seoul garden!! went Marina Sq at first but my gawd, full house, had to wait for 45 mins at least. So off we went to Bugis to seek for a seoul garden where we can eat-immediately! damn hungry la. Eat eat eat halfway,guess what. The Marina Sq Seoul Garden person called "Hi Miss Jasmine, your table for 6 is ready.." ----.-----" Yeah thanks man.

Haa, after tt ah lay joined us at bugis, sat and rot and watched her eat damn slowly then played with her "lay-go" (lego) at the bugis foodcourt. and finally...... the 2nd main point, we pulled/dragged/pushed ah lay to go get a HAIRCUT firstly, cos she really needed it (haha! joking la!) and 2ndly, to get a new hairstyle..!!

and ta-dah!!

eh? why no pic?

er.. paiseh, cos they haven sent me yet, i mean look at the time la sialah! yeah and so, ah lay looks alot alot sharper and alot chioer and fresher and more style (esp impt cos she's in design course!)

here got us:

ber jo mak ying me, wong not here cos she left first.. but all 6 of us are the MASTERMINDS!! xD

haha! anw stole this from ahlay's blog in time.. haha..

after tt chiong home la! damn tired so slept for two hrs.. and awake since then and i cnt get to slp! die sch's in 4 days and my timing!!! i cant adjust back and i got no mood to study now.. it's a total waste of time! im wasting the economy's resources la! Output per jasmine is wasted! haiix.,. okay what crap.. it's the time la..... =X

yeah yeah so tt's abt it...zzz...

i love the clan damn alot la! and and ah lay drew us this pic on the bus.. i haven uploaded into comp so... ya.. will put up la!!

if i update..

when?

i dunno..

Seeya! xD

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2008-05-14T07:18:00.001-07:00

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