Friday, August 1, 2008
okay now for today.. i saw PAPA! haha so long din see him already, my good old FREN. haha.. im not referring to my father if u do not already know.. haha.. yeah..
haiix okay la, actually haven been feeling very good these few days , tt's probably why my mood isnt exactly very good, but im controlling it well, like really well.. just tt if it so happens tt there are ppl bothering me, they are so in trouble. i mean it.
just thinking abt the two grps of ppl. just how are they now? are they still doing well? still close and everythg? or have they drifted apart, just like me from them? have they changed? have certain ppl changed his/her lifestyles to accomodate some other ppl? are they still how i remember them to be?
or have it all changed?
i rmb 2 yrs ago.
it all went back to two yrs ago.
how i used to run away from reality and the mundane sch life, with their company. how much fun i had with them. so much that i lost myself, and it nearly turned into a permanent consequence. and i foolishly lost focus on my studies and everythg else.
im glad im still what i am now. tho i still miss the good old times and everythg. but i know that certain thgs, leave it as such and it will always remain as good memories for you.
i know some thgs have changed, and there is a significance change in myself, maybe the change is not apparent, not obvious. only i know it for myself.
Aiyoaiyo!
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